I'm in awe of the failure I've become
Thinking back I'm in disbelief of how pathetic I've always been
I'm never going to find where I went wrong
I've been a waste all along
I'm so sick of being fucking irrelevant
Every word I've said, god knows I've fucking meant it
I'm tired of being the fucking mistake
Oh, the things I'd give to be erased
All I've ever wanted was to be happy, but maybe happiness isn't meant for me
I fucking beg for you to just leave me be.
I only pray that this world takes me.
I've got these thoughts running through my head
That make me think that I'm already fucking dead
All the time in the world wasted on me
Life is just a game and once again I'm losing
Life is just a game and once again I'm losing
Take this life from these worthless bones
And then I'll show you why my heart is so cold
I will, for the rest of my days
(as I am suffering)
I will , I will writhe in pain
I'm just so sick of always being alone
Why can't I live in my own skin?
It's fucking wrong how uncomfortable I've always been
As silhouettes of the dead dance around me
They take my hand, death is all that I see
God take me
God take me
I've had enough of this suffering
God take me
Please take me
I've had enough of this agony
I was born to die
In a world where nothing survives
I was born to die
Im so sick of this wasted life
I was born to die
In a world where nothing survives
I was born to die
I'm so sick of this wasted life
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God take me
God take me
I've had enough of this suffering
God take me
Please take me
I've had enough of this agony
I've been nothing but a waste from day one
Somehow I've fucked up everything I've ever done
Dragging down everyone that I've ever loved
What the fuck is the point?
What the fuck is the point?
I'll kick the chair and have my last dance with misery
All I see is black, it's like I'm fucking blind.
credits
released May 31, 2016
Produced by Mark Williamson at Keywork Audio: keyworkaudio.com
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